Why am I so unappreciated? What do I do wrong that is seriously that bad? I try my absolute hardest in school. I apply myself so much, do any extra curricular activity I possibly can, and yet, not one good job. Not one way of anyone showing their appreciation for my hard work. I messed up in my past when it came to school. Honestly, ill admit I really didn’t try my hardest and my grades proved it. Well now that reality has hit me and I see the consequences in the future, I am working to make my life better. I try my hardest in school and plan ahead for my future. I have such big goals and do I get any appreciation for that? No. I get laughed at and told I need to set smaller goals with the way I am working in school. You know absolutely nothing. If I am prepared to work my hardest throughout college, and afterwards to get where I want to be in life, I can do it. I don’t need your consent what so ever. I am already working my hardest and taking any opportunity I can to get a step higher and a foot in the door to make my future career more successful. Did I get any credit for receiving my internship at the hospital? Absolutely not. So many people applied for my position, and I am one of three students of many that applied that actually received it. There was so many standards you needed to reach to even consider applying and I reached all of them. Not that you would actually know how good my grades actually were. I may be in one slower class, but all my other classes are harder than many other students. I am in an honors forensic and medical laboratory class. Did you know that? No. I mean I told you, not that you listen nor care. Next year is my senior year. The year I am supposed to take all elective classes. The year I am supposed to joke about and take joke classes. But no, I took all hard classes. Did you know that? Nope. I am taking an anatomy class, behavioral science, expository writing, and a speech class. While all the other students will be taking culinary arts, eating and cooking, or cinema studies which consists of them watching movies literally every single day, ill be working my ass off taking classes that will actually benefit me. But no, go ahead and continue telling yourself that your daughter is a terrible student, going no where in life and never trying. I’m sure you also think I go out drink, smoke, have sex, and any other thing a normal teen would do. Guess you have not paid any attention to me when I tell you I don’t drink anymore, never smoked, no sex, don’t do drugs. I’m literally such a good kid and you take it for granted. I never get rewarded for any of my hard work or effort. Not even just being rewarded, but not even appreciated. I cant even take this any more. I try to help you, but its so hard when I get nothing in return and I get blamed for everything. Your making me turn into a psycho. Alls I want is for you to learn how to treat me if you want me to treat you with respect. Its so hard to give someone respect if you wish they would just die off this planet.

i feel so fucking unnapreciated. someone get me off this planet now.